I had been going to this church for ages since I was a kid, But after a lot of self conflicts I left. This is supposed to be out family church. My parents are still in attendance there,and me, I had moved from church to church, searching for the* right* church.
This happened a few months ago, in fact , 2 months ago, even though I did not attend services there, my parents still goes there every Sunday and mum was more consistent. Dad went to his club as usual so I got to get to pick my mom up after her service and go for lunch. At times there are food made by the devotees for the people to eat after service. I did my fair share of frying bee hoon for this particular pot luck. So in all innocence,after the services ended, I too joined in with the crowd to eat. Nothing fancy, a packet of nasi lemak or two. As I eat, so did my mom.
As I was eating, words had been said and judgment made. I was made an outsider and should not be eating there ! These were being told to my mom even before I got to finished eating! So was my mom, without finishing her meal, she pull me over and told me that we should leave than. She did not tell me what had happened, not than but later when we were away. She knew I would have said something if I am still there. Well, that was my first encounter with the Chinese service of Canning Gdn. Methodist Church.
The next incident came the day before yesterday. Right after that first incident, mom wanted to stop going to church altogether. I too add my piece to get her to continue going for services. That was why, she went for her senior citizen exercise and left the house keys behind, I went over to hand her the keys. As it was just a quick , in and out, I did not take off my Full-face helmet and walked in when they stop , after the end of that number. AS I was walking to my mom, she was at the middle of the group, I heard someone says, *frighten me to death*.! I did not turn to look at who that was, as I did not want to be a murderer. So after the handling over of the keys, I quickly left.
I was thinking , where is her G*D if she were to die so easily. So as not to make more waves, I just forget about it. I was home when dad, came home with mom. The first thing dad asked me was what I was doing in church. so I told him that mom left her keys behind and I went to give it to her. He than told me off for not being polite and having no manners as to walk straight into a class and disrupt the group. By my walking in, I frighten the group. I was so thinking , luckily, I did not take an Uzi in. hohohohoho. that would really have them pissing in their pants.!
Man, I was so pissed. Dad just took it as I was in the wrong, for whatever it is. And these are the same golden pussy that was so self righteous before and now he was siding with them! I feel more betrayed than pissed. really.
Oh, how I thank my Yeshua to show me the way, to get out of there. No wonder I was so uneasy and having such a conflict when I was in that church! Oh thank you YHWH. Amen.
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